you shine brighter than anyone else.♥

31st dec!

Monday, December 31, 2007

4:48 AM

I'm in 3CO for next year. (: I don't know what some people might think of that, but yeah whatever. Hahaha. Wailam's in the same class as me!♥ Yay WAIWAI. :D Cheryl, shoes, Jill, Mings & Nats are in the same class! Super cool. While Ximan & Dwi's in the same class. :D Good good, at least none of us are separated like this years. :D I'm not really looking forward to next year, but yeah, I think I'll become some nerd from next year onwards. Can't afford anymore shit results like what happened this year. ): I totally slacked like anything mannn. Although it was fun. But yeah. Haha. Haven't completed my homework! I'm in deep shit. But yeah, I'll complete them by tonight while everyones COUNTING DOWN. Wow valen. Haha, I'll count down with homework then. Rah. I'm really really reallyyy exhausted. D: Had training this morning. Slept at 2am last night! Hahah. Training was alright, did a lot a lot of drives today. (: No physical for today! Yayyy. But there's gonna be like double physical on thursday's training. Oh crappp. ): Went to Novena for lunch with Rox, Qian, Mere & shaun today at Ajisen. Lydia, Cherie & Gladys couldn't make it. ): Boo. Haha, he couldn't find his way & refused to admit he was lost! Hahaha, we waited for him like for 20 minutes or so. Hahaha. Damn funny. Talked a lot a lot of crap! Had a lot of fun! :D Yay.

DEC 27TH. :D

Friday, December 28, 2007

12:25 AM

:D Went to the gym at around 12. :D It was unusually crowded! Hahaha. Ran on the treadmills & did some work outs. Burned around 500 calories at the gym. :D Felt so much better. :D Can't stand how hard it is to burn off calories but so easy to gain back all those calories. Like 90 calories for one quackers granola bar, which would be like at least around 9 minutes of running on the treadmill with a speed of ... 9. Yup. Haha. Saddening. D: Oh weeelll. Went to get more more more ingredients for baking after that! I'm going brokeee. Like seriously. Hahah. Baked 39 chocolate muffins yesterday! :D My very first attempt of chocolate muffins! :D It wasn't so bad. :D Quite nice! Yayyy. Made a mess out of the kitchen, but nevermind, cause I cleaned everything up after that. :D Did the icing, wrappings & everything. The baking part was reallyyy fun but definitely NOT the washing. Hahaha, You won't believe how much I washed yesterday. Probably around.. 9 times? Yes, because like I did the ingredients for the cakes, then iced. then baked & iced, etc. So it was different kind of ingredients each time. Rah. Baking's so fun! I LOVEEE BAKING & MY NEW OVEN. :D Yeah baby!

CHRISTMASSSS! (:

Monday, December 24, 2007

6:39 PM

WE WISH YOU A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMASSSS! ♥

Yay Christmas! Hahaha, went to lydia's party yesterday! Really fun. (: Gymmed before going out to meet Qian & Rox to go together to the party. & yes, gymmed alone because wonderful Qianning said she didn't feel like gymming at the very last minute! Hahaha. But, IT'S OKAY. Went to Macs for a drink & went to Carrefour to get stuff. & went to lydia's! Damn cool man, she bought the new condo beside PS! Really nice. :D Yeah so we got there & walked up this LOOONNNGGG flight of stairs! Like really, A LOT A LOT. Were like so tired after climbing so much! Hahaha, I think my stamina sucks! Haha. :D Okay so we couldn't really find our way there, It was kinda complicating, really. Hahah. Asked for a stranger walking by for directions & found our way there! YAY! Hahaha. Helped to arrange the stuff in the function room & her friends came soon after that. Dare or dare wasn't as fun as the other night at the chalet! But it was kinda funny. (: Played cards after that! MY 'COOL' MOVE. Hahaha, ONLY I CAN DO THAT, KAYYY. Hahaha. Played Cheat after that too! They're really crappy man! Had aaa loottt of leftovers & we had to bring some home! Brought home A LOT of kuehs, Had them for breakfast this morning & ate quite a lot of them at her party yesterday! I'M SO SCARED OF KUEHS NOWWW. Hahah, had loads of fun at Lydia's! I LOVE YOU, LYDIA. Mum & dad got me an oven & electric mixer for christmas! Yay, i can bake like crazy now! I LOVE MUMMY & DADDY VERY MUCH TOOO. cheers for them!

Saturday, December 22, 2007

7:32 AM

I've been eating so damn much. & this post is gonna be really short.
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. ):

DEC 15TH, grannys birthday!

Saturday, December 15, 2007

8:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY!
I loooveee you. ♥

Woke up really early in the morning & went for squash! Played some games & watched dad train his students! Hahaha. JASPER & RAYMOND. :D ultimate cutie pies. They loved playing the cat game in my phone. Hahah. Played 2 against 1 with them. :D I don't know their method of counting scores. HAHA. It's like 20 points. Half british, then changed to american! Hahah. Cheat my feelings luh, keep taking my point! But it's OKAY. Kids. :D lovable! Went to the gym after training, & it was raining. D: But I stupidly wore my shoes out despite knowing that it was quite a long walk. So when I got there, MY SHOES & SOCKS WERE SOAKED. >:( Booo. & I had to buy a pair of socks. Waste my $8.95! Shit mannn, I've been saving that. ): Eeee. Did some running & workout! Feels good. :D So anyway! It was granny's birthday! Went to the restaurant for dinner. One big happy family gathering. :D Had dinner & went to Clarke Quay. :D Really nice! Watched some of the people do the bungee extreme swing. Scary. D: & They did that twice! Super cool. Angel wanted to do it, but no one else was willing to accompany her. Hahaha. Next time yo! :D Grandma came with us! Damn hip right! Hahaha. So did some of our parents. :D Had a lot of fun with them! I love my family. ♥

CHALET<3

Friday, December 14, 2007

12:43 AM

CHALET STAY WAS FUUNNNN. :D I looovveeee changi safra! :D Rocks man! Hahaha. Woke up reallyyy early & went to the market with mum to get stuff for the bbq. (: Bought a lot & almost died carrying them back home. Hahaha. Cooked a lot & went off to changi! Yayyy. Gladys came at 5 plus & helped with the chicken wings! Hahaha, Gladys you need to learn how to poke chicken wings! Hahahaha. But not bad, for first attempt! :D Yeah so like the rest came at like 7 plusss. & we ate first because we were so hungry waiting for them! Hahaha. Took many many pictures & gladys took a picture with a random car. Then qian was like, ' I ALSO WANT! ' Then she went to this random car. & we started talking about the advertisement thing on the radio. the 'BUY MY CAR YEAH BUY MY CAR' thing. Hahahaha. & Qian went shouting, " BY MY CAR YEAH BUY MY CARRR' & suddenly the owner of the car was behind her! Hahaha, super funny. Went to check out the resort soon after that! Went to the beach. We couldnt see anything man! But we could see stars! Really pretttyyy. :D Lalala. &&& there was a plane! Okay, no big deal. I know. But stilll. Hahaha. & we WISHED UPON A PLANE. :D SHHH. Hahaha. Meredith & Roxanne couldn't stay over. ): so sad. ): So like after they went home, we starting playing truth or dare & got super high! Hahaha. We laughed until we almost died man! Made them do a lot of embarrassing dares. :D HEH. Fun kay! Hahaha. Drank barcardi, danced & played limbo! wheee. But like we didn't drink much so it wasn't that bad. :D The lime ones not nice! The peach & grapefruit one is. :D yay! Woke up a lot of times in the night because it was so coldddd. D: Couldn't stand it so i went to adjust the temp. & guess what man! The temperature was 16 degrees! Crazzzyyy. Hahaha. Off-ed the whole air con in the end. :D heh. Woke up at 8, had so much for breakfast & went to play squash! :D Yay. I like the courts there. :D So shiny! Hahaha. Went to the gym & did work outs & went bowling! Roxanne & Meredith didn't stay for bowling cause they had to leave early. ): poooff. Cherie, qian & lydia left after one game of bowling! Haha. Gladys & I played another two games & went to the arcade! DAYTONA. :D Hahaha. I had 15th out of 40 cars man! Hahaha. Okay not THAT good, but not bad luh right. :D Hahaha. Went to the poolside cafe for lunch. YAY PRAWN DUMPLINGS. :D Damn nice! :D Hahaha. The plain water tasted a BIIITTTT funny though. SO we concluded it might be CHLORINE WATER. :D HAHAHA. Okay, not the point. So, after that, we went back to bowl again! YAYYY. Hahahaha. Addictive addictiveee. (: Gladys went home after that & guess what! I saw charlotte & stephanie at the beach! They were having church camp. :D I missed them man! Hahaha. Kay, anyway, chalet was damn fun! :D

LAMEINI DINNER. ♥

Thursday, December 13, 2007

11:32 PM

Finally, the clique dinner! :D Hahaha, haven't seen them since the hols started! Except for the netballers who i see every training & dear nat! Hahaha. It was great to see JillyJillybeans & neo! <3 Still as gorgeous as ever man! Hahaha. Waiwai couldn't make it at the very last minute. ): POOOFFF. I miss Waiwai. ): Alright, Xifan & I got there & met up with Shoes & Nat! & waited for the rest to comeee. :D Nat & shoes were starving but Shoes didn't wanna eat ice-cream with nat! Hahaha. Poor girl. Went to the super market downstairs at Shaw & Nat was like 'trying out' all the food samples! Hahaha. Met Jillian, Ming & Dwi after that & we sat at McCafe & waited for cherylll. :D Haha. She was having her nails done. (: Really nice! Okay so like we decided to meet cheryl & the place where we'd be having diner at since most of them were kinda hungry. We decided to dine at Hard Rocks man! :D Super cooolll. :D We ordered Nachos for the start. & it was a damn big serving man! Very very cheeesy. Hahaha. Ming loves cheese! Cheryl came pretty soon after that! & we ordered stuff , etc. Went for some window shopping for a while! Had a lot of fun! I love you all babes! ♥

DECEMBER 4TH. :D

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

5:34 AM

Woke up at around 9 this morning, & watched SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! hahaha. oh! & FAIRLY ODD PARENTS. :D i'm not childish kaaayyy, they're just so cute. :D cartoons are okay, makes you YOUNG. lalala! hahaha. Okay, so my dearest partner decided to go running with me today! haha. Okay, not exactly, not at the same place, but yeah joggg. :D hahaha. GOOD JOB PARTNER, I'm so proud of you! Feels damn good exercising right! haha. :D Did about 25 min of run & climbed 13 storeys. :D So funnn! ahahah. Did some squats, 30 push ups & sit ups. hhahaa. Was so tired after that! hhahaha. Felt damn good though! Happy happy! THANKS FOR EXERCISING WITH ME PARTNER. :D Anyway yeah! Good job good job. :D You're really funny man! hahha. It's really nice to have you as a friend! :D lalala. yeah so I was being such a pig today. I had a two hour nap! hahaha. Was so sleeepyyy from exercising! hahaha. watched 80s rewind just now! omg man, it was so funny! hahaha. A SHOW YOU CAN'T MISS MAN. :D oh yay! one more day till they're back! :D training finally's gonna officially resume on friday! I MISS THEEEMMM. ): hahaha. It isn't as fun self training. booo. ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER. hahaha. :D

SUNNY SUNNY SUNSHINE. :D

Monday, December 03, 2007

6:46 AM

Something terrible happened this morning. Like early morning around... 5? Yeah. I swear I'm never gonna take them again. Don't misunderstand, it's NOTHING supernatural. My legs were feeling really weak this morning but yeah, went for training in any case any of my teammates decided to come. Wouldn't be nice to like bail on them. haha. Okay so like brought cheryl along for self training & like when we got there, there weren't anyone there except for Jiaqin. yeah. haha. Did drives & gladys came. (: Happy happy. she cameee. (: Joanne came too. :D I'm so glad they came. (: So we went for lunch with the netballers at bukit panjang plaza. & went to tan at monnies! :D fun fun fun. Yeah & guess what, we had a surprise note! 'WOWWWW.' hahah. I shan't post what was in the note thrown to us. It's perv-yyy. yuck. It was kinda funny though. We thought the note was thrown by xifan! Cause we were waiting for her to comeee. (: But yeah, it wasn't. & the gay note was thrown over from the bushes. haha. Monnie was super freaked, so funnyyy. :D monnie makes me laugh! haha. The pool was freaking cold, i swearrr. The sun was like on & off so we didn't tan much. :D hahaha. oh weelll. so we were in the baby pool & fan was standing up cause she couldn't sit down, TOO COLD. hahah. yeah it was very cold but we got used to it. :D PRO. ahhaha. Monnie & i kept making fun of her. saying she looked like some beauty pageant contestant in swimwear. hahaha. EVEN WHEN SHE SPLASHED WATER AT US. wah. hahaha. Took quite a lot of pictures. :D FUN. hahaha. had great fun with them. loveeee. ♥

once upon a time.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

5:35 AM

Once upon a time, there was a squash team election. Many people took part & when the elections were over, a team was formed. There was Joanne, Jolene, Isabelle, Gladys, Abigail, Michelle, Melissa, Katrina & I. We didn't really talk much in the beginning, but we made efforts to get closer to one another. Although most of the members of the team were quiet, we could get along pretty well & it was fun being together. We always had to go for lunch before trainings & would take almost an hour to get back. Despite that, we still managed to stay the standard, making sure we work hard, telling ourselves to be positive, & that we have room for improvement. The quieter ones started to be more outspoken, & we got to know each & everyone better, a lot better. We played in puddles after the rain & had huge water fights, making sure that no one stays dry. Created innovative games we could play when we were bored after training, & laughed like we never did before. It was very much enjoyable going for trainings & it was nice to know that we weren't split up in groups among ourselves. Everyone liked each other, just the way we were. There were times when we couldn't get along & had cold wars. But those were just temporary. We always made up fast, & pretended like none of those happened at all. We thought that we could remain like this, till the end of our school days, which would be sec four. ' I'm impressed. About how this team is so bonded & not having much conflicts between one & other. Teams have never bonded so fast before among the past few batches. keep it up.' This was something we used to hear from our coach. & we were very proud of the team, about how we could be so bonded, although were so different in many other ways. We always celebrated each others birthdays on our training days & would chip in money just to buy a nice cake from bakerzin, & to get a present for the birthday girl. It was sweet that they got me a huge teddy bear from Toyrus, & a really yummy berries cake from bakerzin. It's definitely something really memorable. We had so much fun cutting the cake, mainly because we destroyed the cake, making it look so distorted. But who cares, it was great FUN. :D

It was a sudden decision that melissa (the team captain) had to leave for Australia. It was saddening but it's okay, because we told her that we would train hard to get that gold we were yearning for. Round robin was round the corner & that was when everyone started putting in their 100%, just to get into the team for c div nationals. there were 8 of us, who would be fighting for 5 positions, because the other two were taken by our juniors, who were dsa girls & were really good. (: Everyone became competitive & after round robin, the team wasn't close like before. Those who didn't make it to the team were very sad, & started being really a little pessimistic. We were sad that they didn't make it into the team, but we couldn't do much. They gave us their support during nationals & we tried our best to win our games, for our seniors ( who we promised to win for. ) & for the team. we made it into the finals, of what which seemed impossible to others. we proved them wrong. It was really devastating losing the deciding match which took me quite a period of time to recover. Mrs lee told us, ' every point, you'll have to think, who you're winning it for, if you wanna win the point for the team, do your best.' Things weren't really going our way before nationals because some of us fell sick & I sprained my ankle rather badly just four days before nationals. It got me really frustrated & angry at myself for not being careful, spraining my ankle just on the day mr tan told us about being careful & not training so much that you might injure yourself.' & to think we were like, ' wah, whos so unlucky man!' haha, speak about karma. It was a setback but i was hopeful that i would be able to recover in time, a little at least. I could hear my bones when i fell, it was scary. Went to the chinese docs, he was really good. It was painful especially when he twisted the bones back to place. okay anyway, thats not the point. So yeah, we lost finals. But it's alright, Mg was good. (: After nationals, we drifted even further, & they don't seem to be interested in training anymore. Also because they have many programmes going on for them. Team talks didn't seem to work out, & everyone was just not present for team outings. & now were all so split up, were just not what we used to be. Nothing seems to work out. Melissa left, Abigail left. & now with the rest, everyone being busy with what they have going on for them this holiday. Was on the phone with gladys just now. It's just hard to change the way they think about this whole thing now. Is it because I haven't been a good captain & didn't put in much effort to change their mindset? Haven't i just been trying hard enough, or maybe i guess the effort put in, it's just not enough. How we used to be, doesn't seem to be how we are now.